Wednesday, February 16, 2011

I found it...and I wasn't even looking

Do you remember back in December when I lost my ring?  I thought it was gone for good.  But this morning I found it!  I was cleaning out the hall closet and decided to go through the glove box to see if there were any we could get rid of.  When I pulled out all the gloves, there was my ring sitting on the bottom of the box!  It must have come off in my gloves.  I had looked in my gloves, but I had never looked in the box.  I never even thought to do that.  I would never have cleaned out that box except Will has been sick for four days and I am running out of things I can do while sitting in the living room with him.
As I sat down to write this post, I read back through my December 7 entry and remembered the fear I battled during those first days and weeks of Anna's diagnosis.  It made me think about a friend of mine who is fighting cancer.  Last night I talked to her daughter and she told me that her mom said, "I need something to look at."  Just before I started cleaning out the closet, I  put a card in the mail to her with a verse on it about God delivering us from our fears.  I thought she could look at that verse and meditate on it.  But now I think God showed me where the ring was so that I could pass it on to her.  I think she needs to wear a physical reminder to trust God during this hard time--just like I needed to six years ago.
So hello ring and goodbye.  I have learned to trust God without you reminding me.  Someone else needs you now.

3 comments:

Lisa Lawrence said...

That was beautiful.

Anonymous said...

What a beautiful story. Going through challenges right now, and I am embarrassed to say as trying as it is, it in NO way compares to the challenges you have had to face. And yet I can still feel my faith slipping some days and then I come here to the blog of a person I have never met, who I found by accident, and then feel so ashamed but also so inspired and gain strength and find that faith again. Thank you for that.

Rita

Shelley B. said...

Another moving one... ;)