Once upon a time the city of Samaria was under siege (2 Kings 6-7). The people inside the city were starving to death while the armies of Aram encamped around them. One day the King of Samaria was walking around the city wall when a woman cried out to him for help. He looked at her and said, "If God does not help you, how can I help you?" He had nothing to offer. He knew that only God could help her. Before walking away he asked, "What's the matter?" The woman told a gruesome story of an arrangement she had made with another woman to kill and eat their sons. Evidently after eating the first woman's son, the other woman had gone back on her word and had hidden her son. When the king heard her words he was sickened by the disaster that had come upon his people. He tore his robe and cried out, "All this misery is from the Lord! Why should I wait for the Lord any longer?" He felt abandoned by God. He didn't see any way out of his current situation. He was hopeless.
Have you ever felt that way? Have you ever gotten tired of waiting for God to help you? My neighbor got tired of waiting. My friend's nephew got tired of waiting. They thought they were in hopeless, impossible situations.
But God changed everything for the Samaritans in ONE day. What seemed impossible to them was possible with God. Unbeknownst to the Samaritans, God had caused the Arameans to hear what sounded like a great army attacking them and they abandoned their camp and ran for their lives. The enemy was defeated! God had fought the battle. He was the victor, but the people inside the city continued to live in bondage--not knowing that their salvation had arrived.
Are you one of the Samaritans in this story? God has fought the battle for YOU! He has won the victory over sin and death. You don't have to live as a victim. You don't have to live without hope. You can claim victory in Christ.
That night, four lepers decided to surrender to the Arameans. They knew if they stayed in the city they would die so they took their chances by going to the enemy camp. When they got there, they found that it was empty. They ran into the first tent and ate and drank and gathered gold, silver, and clothes. After raiding several tents they said, "This is not right. This is a day of good news and we aren't sharing it with anyone...Come let's go back and tell the people." At first the guards didn't believe the lepers so they sent out scouts to see if it was true. When they discovered that the army was truly gone and that they were free, the entire city ran out to plunder the camp.
Are you one of the lepers in this story? Do you have good news that you need to share or are you just stuffing your face? Do you go to church and eat the bread of life and never share it with people who are starving? In the words of the lepers, "This is not right."
Do not give up. God can change your circumstances in an instant, but even if he does not you can have a hope that is firm and secure. And if you have good news, share it!
"May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace as you trust in him, so that you may overflow with hope by the power of the Holy Spirit." (Romans 15:13)
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Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts
Showing posts with label suicide. Show all posts
Monday, June 27, 2011
Friday, June 17, 2011
I'm Sorry
What can I say? How can I start? I was planning to write about my parents' visit, but I can't today. My heart is too heavy. My mind too consumed.
A neighbor down the street committed suicide this week. Her daughter found her. The police came. My kids stood on the corner to see what was going on. I just went back inside and fixed dinner. I didn't even know what had happened until a few days later when I heard someone talking about it at the bus stop.
Why do we go through life assuming that everyone is doing okay? Why do we assume that we are the only ones with problems? Why do we resist taking off our masks and letting people see what is going on?
This week at my Bible study group (remember, the one I didn't want to go to) the leader asked us to share how our lives had been interrupted. My heart was pounding. I didn't want to share. I didn't want to be the only person falling apart when I told my story. I didn't want people to feel sorry for me.
I didn't have to worry.
That small group of women shared stories of bankruptcy, job loss, children born with handicaps, family splits, depression, panic attacks, and infidelity. I was not the only one whose life had been forever changed by suffering.
We all took off our masks just for a moment and let others see our wounds.
And it helped.
We prayed for each other.
And it helped.
We studied to see how God can make something beautiful out of something ugly.
And it helped.
I wish I had invited my neighbor. I wish she could have shared her pain with someone else. I wish we could have prayed with her and for her. I wish I could have told her that what is seen is temporary.
But it's too late.
Now when I drive down my street I wonder if there is someone else inside those beautiful houses who is hurting, someone else who is having trouble getting out of bed each day, someone else who needs the hope that I have.
I can't assume that just because their yard looks perfect that their life is perfect.
I'm sorry neighbor.
I'm sorry I didn't even know your name.
A neighbor down the street committed suicide this week. Her daughter found her. The police came. My kids stood on the corner to see what was going on. I just went back inside and fixed dinner. I didn't even know what had happened until a few days later when I heard someone talking about it at the bus stop.
Why do we go through life assuming that everyone is doing okay? Why do we assume that we are the only ones with problems? Why do we resist taking off our masks and letting people see what is going on?
This week at my Bible study group (remember, the one I didn't want to go to) the leader asked us to share how our lives had been interrupted. My heart was pounding. I didn't want to share. I didn't want to be the only person falling apart when I told my story. I didn't want people to feel sorry for me.
I didn't have to worry.
That small group of women shared stories of bankruptcy, job loss, children born with handicaps, family splits, depression, panic attacks, and infidelity. I was not the only one whose life had been forever changed by suffering.
We all took off our masks just for a moment and let others see our wounds.
And it helped.
We prayed for each other.
And it helped.
We studied to see how God can make something beautiful out of something ugly.
And it helped.
I wish I had invited my neighbor. I wish she could have shared her pain with someone else. I wish we could have prayed with her and for her. I wish I could have told her that what is seen is temporary.
But it's too late.
Now when I drive down my street I wonder if there is someone else inside those beautiful houses who is hurting, someone else who is having trouble getting out of bed each day, someone else who needs the hope that I have.
I can't assume that just because their yard looks perfect that their life is perfect.
I'm sorry neighbor.
I'm sorry I didn't even know your name.
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